unreal and no feel

last 2 days was su yen's birthday,she invited me 1 day b4 her party (oh my god i got no time to prepare present T__T) so,she said its fine if without present,but i think its very pai seh if go ppl's party without any things,so i decided and i was made a papercraft,an animal.....cant tell wat is tat,coz i also dunno wat is tat =.= its some kind of....seems like...squirrel or something,haha =X not sure =P so i spend 3 hours to finished it,luckily i can made it b4 the party come =X i was been too earlier to be at her house,the party should start at 7.30,but i reacher there 7.05 >.< i doesnt know she was at tuition on tat time!her brother and sister was treat me well,then they went out to fetch su yen. it was a very nice and happy night,and 1 of the happy thing i can see my sister - hannah =D been so so so so long never see her~she cut new hair,looks great!awhh.. i miss her so much =(

yesterday night,my bro take plane to england liverpool,he was passed on his exam,so tis "trip" is a part of his studies (it is actually he is going there to studies,not watch football =X) and,wif 4 of his frens,1 of them maybe is my future sis-in-law =X?? hahaha whatever xP so,he need to stay there got 3months+ and travelling over there for 3 weeks after he finish his studies,so its about 4 months i cant see my big bro

"P" licience,i am about to get u! =X on 29/30 of june,i will take part in driving test~hope i can pass it easily!bless me!

oh god i miss both of my sisters - hannah and pei ying



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sigh,tis year,spm is coming,but my brain,cant focus in anything....my accounts not going to get A tis mid year exam T_T i wont get A..haiz..too many mistake,but its too late to apologize...dunno why nowadays,not nowadays actually,is tis several months,its feel like nothing....i dunno how to explain,but...time pass through me but i sense and feel nothing...when something happen,and after that,i hav to memory of the things tat happen,but seems the memory like....like a dream,so unreal and fake,seem never happened before,seem like happened on dream but not real life...i really cant control it,wat to do?can any1 do something on me tat can make me feel tat's damn real?

.....i miss ker zhin,loong ker zhin..i always do,really..really...