pen

i feel so bad today...i cant even take good care of the thing tat ker zhin gave me..

today morning,when i take the pen out from pencil case..the pen felt on floor..i pick it up and see...its scratched..i was feel so bad and sad,and hurt...coz..i let "it" injurted...dunno izzit the god wanna tell me something by making tis happen,maybe god wanna tell me that it will be same thing happen if im with ker zhin,a scratch between us?and never cure...

fate is decide by who?god or human?i dunno...