happy =) or sad =(

today...cant see ker zhin during assembly..i tot she's still sick so tat she didnt come today,i feel so worry that time..but later~she walk by my class,and i saw her,she came to school =) means she's get well already,i was so glad on the moment~

during the recess,i saw her walking to canteen alone,so i rush there and look for her,alrite she's eating over there xD so i walk to her and give my regard,it seems she in a very good condition...on the same time,i realize another thing...

why cant i speak properly?i mean..the way i talk to her..sounds like we just know each other for just a moment ago?maybe tis is wat the thing i always say.."gap"..seem like,hav to purposely find a topic to speak,not speak naturally.....maybe we too long never face to face chat...so..tis happened..or maybe our "rank" is different?she's just too clever,so the things she say,is totally different with the things i say,coz i not as clever as her..

no doubt ker zhin is a very clever and nice person,wat i hope is i can "stand" inside her heart just a little space,just a little is enough...